everyb0dy g0ts a darkside.
everyb0dy g0t smth dif inside.
everyb0dy has that darkside inside.

im l0sing t0 the darkside.
im stepping 0ver t0 the darkside.
im pushed t0 the limit 0f cr0ssing the line.
im 0ver the this thing called a limit.
im breaking int0 the red z0ne.
im l0sing.
myself.

im breaking d0wn 0n my res0lve.
im just an0ther pathetic human being living in the w0rld.
my res0lve which i f0rmed myself.
im tearing it d0wn so0n.

im l0sing it.
this res0lve is nth much i c0uld h0ld 0n anym0re.
im g0ing d0wn int0 the stairs 0f eternal darkside.

i t0ok 0ne step at a time.
and n0w i slipped and fall.
im r0lling d0wn this stairs.
h0lding 0n t0 the metal sideway.

what am i afraid 0f?
s0 what if all this happened t0 me.
s0 what if i l0st my family 3 years ag0.
s0 what?

am i the man wh0s res0lve is s0 easily br0ken?
i remember 0nce s0me0ne t0ld me this.

if im afraid, just get str0nger.
if im afraid, just get str0nger s0 that i can h0ld t0 my stand.
s0 that i can get back up again.
s0 that i can climb up that stairs again.

Even if n0 0ne else is g0nna help me,
stand tall and say.
thats the kind 0f man i 0nce knew myself t0 be.

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im building that res0lve back 0ne by 0ne.
piecing that wall back t0gether.

im drawing a0ther line.
im extending my yell0w z0ne.

im g0nna turn back.
back t0 wh0 i am.

im reaching 0ut.
f0r the light i 0nce saw in my path.























happy chinese new year t0 everyb0dy,
have a great time with y0ur family.
have a great time visiting y0ur relatives.
have a great time c0llecting the red packets.

just.
have a great CNY.
im 0nto the slient m0de.
i kn0w my ph0ne will n0t ring.
but if smth just cr0ps up and anyb0dy wh0 needs my help.
just call.

im there.
f0r anyb0dy.
f0r s0meb0dy.
f0r n0b0dy.

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