i heard s0 many say.
but i never t0t i w0uld be in 0ne 0f it.


ppl say that a family breakup is 0ne 0f the w0rse things that can happen.
i guess i winded up in 0ne 0f it.

i think that is n0t the w0rse 0f all.
if y0ur family just breaks up like this.
its 0kie.

but its n0t 0kie when s0me unwanted guest c0mes in and stay.
f0ll0wed by 1,
2,
3.

fcuk them.
s0me ppl cl0se t0 me kn0ws my backgr0und and everything.
my baby kn0ws me the best.


i guess i just have t0 tahan f0r a week.
wh0 cares.


f0r the g0od part.
yesh.
this day is the day i managed t0 be with y0u.
and i wish f0r this day t0 c0me and c0me.

happy x 5 m0nths baby.
(:
i l0ve y0u.
and i will fulfill that pr0mise is made.
(:

10:14 PM
a new page, a new chapter

0kie a proper update.
haha.


i seri0usly dun want t0 finish my lesss0ns in 30 times.
bucks is the p0rblem.
time is the pr0blem.

i think im pr0gressing well.
and i h0pe i can d0 better yet.


tml sch0ol is 0ut t0 930.
and 0ther "rush f0r 0ur dinner" day.
which is s0 tupid 0f the dept that created this timetable.

its true.
lectuerers are m0re 38 the  us.
and they have t0 set a better example next time.
and n0t t0 be yacking in the lift n0n - st0p.

0ur sch0ol fees seems pretty wasted 0n these ppl.
haha.









i'll g0 t0 sleep n0w.
my head hurts.
h0pe i dun get sick anytime.

baby.
ILY (:

11:27 PM
a new page, a new chapter

rain is s0 big right n0w.
and i have driving tml at 8am.
w0w.


week2 starts.
engines starts t0 run.


g0od night guys.





and g0od night baby.
(:
i l0ve y0u.
<3

11:38 PM
a new page, a new chapter

1st week.
study blues?
n0pe.

its call the.
after h0liday m0od sickness.




buck up.
bucks up.



sch0ol w0rk seems fine.
and pressure is pushing in.
with all the timetable falling in.
and the projects and presentation.
its g0ing t0 be a hell 0f a sem.

guess r0ute t0 year3 is n0 easy after all.
im getting sl0w in my driving.
bucks fact0r is pulling my leg.


lets h0pe 0ne day i can drive s0mething with 4 wheels.





fun times with y0u flies.
(:
l0ves fly.
but it flys in bwt b0th 0f us.
cause its n0t g0ing t0 leave.

11:39 PM
a new page, a new chapter

0kie i have 10 mins.

s0 i'll type 10 lines in 10 mins.
1 min 1 line.
fair right?
haha.



things in the past are meant t0 be kept.
things in the past are meant t0 be f0rg0tten.


h0wever.
things in the present are meant t0 be cherish.
things in the present are meant t0 be rememebered.

s0.
the 0nes y0u l0ve n0w.
is the thing that are meant t0 be f0rever.





baby.
im n0t perfect in any simple way.
i might n0t be s0me rich kid 0f fr0m a fancy c0nd0 bl0ck near 0rchard district.


but im 0ne guy wh0 wants t0 l0ve y0u.
s0 y0u gave me the chance.
and im taking it.
(:

yesh.
i l0ve y0u.
(:

11:11 PM
a new page, a new chapter

a w0nderful first day in sch0ol.

...






actually i didn't stay much in sch0ol.
i was missing f0r 1 less0n and 1 h0ur late f0r an0ther.



i g0t n0thing much t0night.
lets h0pe i can wake up tml.



start 0f the sem.
lets lay s0me things i want t0 d0.
1: driving.
2: results.
3: l0ve my baby m0re.


0kie thats basically eveything.
ending speech.

<> - the pr0mises. says (11:44 PM):
l0ve her and d0te her and marry her and stay with her f0rever and take care 0f her f0rever.


need i say much?
haha.
(:

11:42 PM
a new page, a new chapter

i didn't update for a long time.
super long.

i guess this isn't going to be about the new age of scho0l sem c0ming.
im ready f0r sch0ol.
but.
 
i dunn0 what he is thinking.
if he thinks that he is making the right decisi0ns.
i have n0 say.
he says 0kie.
i can'[t say anything.
he thinks he have a ability t0 feed an0ther m0uth.
i have n0 say.
i can 0nly say.
i h0pe that he can d0 what he peach.
cause its n0t ab0ut him 0nly.
its a ab0ut the h0use we live in.
a br0ken h0me.
a br0ken family.

since its already in pieces.
why b0ther t0 piece it back by adding m0re t0 a certain p0rti0n?
i dunn0 wh0 is c0rrect,
wh0 is wr0ng.

but i 0nly kn0w 0ne thing.
i g0t s0me0ne else with me.
thats all that matters.
i l0ve her.
i d0n't care ab0ut the h0me i live in n0w.
cause i think shes my everything.
thats the everything i have.
(:

10:45 PM
a new page, a new chapter