chess,
games,

.
i have checkmated myself;
f0r i h0ld 0nto the truth,
f0r i hide behind all 0f the curtains,

b0ths ways appear in fr0nt 0f me,
h0wever i c0uld ch0ose n0ne,

b0th sides 0f the hands are meat,
but i had t0 ch0ose 1.





im stressed,
im g0nna burn again.

12:52 PM
a new page, a new chapter

it is interesting h0w things can get.
i had n0 ch0ice but t0 play the mind game again.

and this time its at the w0rkplace.
rum0rs are all ar0und.
and i d0n't want anything t0 g0 wr0ng.

s0 play the mind game.
twist with pe0ple's mind.

i hate this game.
but f0r things t0 c0ntiune 0n sm0othly.
i need it's help.

the game starts.
n0w.

the cl0ck is ticking.
the c0mmanders and generals are ready.
me?

im just the pawn.

.
g0od night pe0ple.
~

12:49 AM
a new page, a new chapter

~

kala baga ~

i guess they sh0ut it this way .
yar~
th0se things with shells 0n their backs,

the wh0le st0ry was interesting;
i didn;t kn0w the f0ot was disbanded after *sherdder* died,
i dunn0 h0w to spell -.-

had dinner at w0rkplace again.
set with a missi0n t0 accomplish.
but we failed i guess -.-

but i kn0w i filled my st0mach and im g0nna w0rk f0r an0ther 8 days with0ut leaves ~
w0w~

lets die ~
bye ~

11:45 PM
a new page, a new chapter

~

t0day i can g0 watch my TMNT finally ~
yay.

and i just f0und 0ut that IE cann0t view this place.
the skies l0ok cl0udy t0day.
i w0nder why.

i slept at 1am,
w0ke at 12pm.

11 h0urs 0f rest,
it sh0uld be en0ugh.

s0 im g0nna d0 this r0utine until i start sch0ol.
and theres a 48 h0ur shift.
be4 16th april.

w0oho0 -

bye ~

12:16 PM
a new page, a new chapter

sianx.

i slept until 1230 t0day.
which means i g0t n0 time f0r breakfast.

and i g0t t0 g0 0ut f0r w0rk at 130,
zzz.

luckily tml is my 0ff day,
0therwise i will die f0r sure -.-

i have been c0ntridictiing myself lately.
whether its at the w0rkplace d0ing things 0r when g0ing 0ut with friends.

example,
i kn0w im g0nna eat bee h0on but i went t0 buy fishball n0odle -.-

wh0 cares =/

bye ~

12:49 PM
a new page, a new chapter

last m0nth this day;
everyb0dy was racking their brains.

72 h0urs.
less then 10 h0urs 0f sleep.

zzz.
i need s0me rest ~
i haven been g0ing 0ut t0o much at night i guess.
my face l0oks like.
=/.

anyway,
i g0ing 0ut t0 w0rk again.
the 0ld sh0e "talked t0 me";
and "sh0uted at me" ytd.
s0 i had n0 ch0ice but t0 thr0w it away =/.

bye bye ~

1:40 PM
a new page, a new chapter

Bad news.

my br0 g0t his c0mputer fixed.
s0,
there g0es my internet nights.

its pretty interesting h0w we br0thers c0mmunicate.
ytd m0rning,
i was STUNNED when he ask me whether he c0uld use my c0mputer f0r s0me stuffs.
after that he t0ld me that hes g0nna g0 SLS and repair his c0mputer.

see,
h0w techn0l0gically we are linked.
guess i just have t0 keep it this way,
better then having a war at h0me.

ytd was practically busy.
REAL busy.
we had a bunch 0f Indians singing f0r 15 mins at the buffet side.
and all 0f us was like,
"**** 0ff lah. STFU."
t0days a sunday,
i h0pe that it w0uldn't be s0 busy again.

0k,
im d0ne.
0ff t0 w0rk i g0.
bye~

12:31 PM
a new page, a new chapter

finally.

after a l0ng 12 h0ur shift.

im dead beat.

i want t0 sleep.
i haven ate dinner.
there is n0thing f0r me t0 eat.

might as well just bite myself.

g0od night pe0ple ~

12:19 AM
a new page, a new chapter

"b0om"




...

its been s0 l0ng since i saw this w0rd again.
im s0 s0rry =/
i was 0utside s0 i c0uldn't chat with y0u.
next time :)

and t0 raven -.-
pai seh ~
i f0rg0t t0 sign 0ff msn while i was d0wnl0ading the stuffs.
s0 i didn't reply -.-



after w0rk.
i went t0 have dinner.
0r it can als0 be called supper.

and its alrdy 330 n0w.
i g0tta t0 wake up at 7 tml!

g0od night pe0ple.
bye !~

3:26 AM
a new page, a new chapter

w - t - h .

i paid singtel $99 d0llars f0r a bill that was already paid 0nce.
s0 i wasted near 100 bucks 0n s0mething i sh0uldn't d0.

i 0pened all my dads bill and calculated.
w0w.
near alm0st 2 th0usand just f0r l0ans and bills.

i cann0t imagine h0w he c0pes with th bills evey m0nth.
n0 w0nder he c0mes back and have a headache everyday.

fast eh?
its already 22th 0f march.

h0w time flys when y0u w0rk.
i want t0 sleep s0on.

g0od night pe0ple.
and h0pe y0u all g0t the expected results.

12:22 AM
a new page, a new chapter

rain.

l0oks like t0night i can have a g0od sleep.
the r0om is s0 c0oling n0w.

t0day.
n0t busy.
but.

n0 captains;
n0 higher management that was free en0ugh.
s0.

mr hadi and i became the "in charge " -.-

and seri0us.
i dun wan t0 d0 it again.

my manager t0ok hadi away f0r help and left me and an0ther 1 girl in the dining area.
s0 i was blurred f0r at least 3 h0urs.
cause i didn't kn0w h0w t0 manage.

pe0ple started c0ming up t0 me and asking me what t0 d0,
zzz.

then i had t0 settle things =/
stupid master bills.
made me walk in and 0ut.

i want t0 sleep.
but i haven bathe.
i have eat my dinner.

speaking 0f which.
anyb0dy give me suggesti0ns 0n h0w t0 eat within 15mins.
and having t0 punch in and 0ut =/

ma fan.

g0od night pe0ple.
enj0y the rain.
~

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yeah its my results
=P

jeal0us b0-

11:57 PM
a new page, a new chapter

yeah.
i finally applied f0r the BTT =/
test date is 23/5

zzz
s0 l0ng.

t0day had a l0ng and tiring day.
first i met b0on and yang.
then headed t0 ssdc t0 apply.
then went t0 play p0ol at amk -.-
i guess im int0 po0l lately.

ate dinner and walked ar0und the amk hub.
then went we are ab0ut t0 head h0me.
b0on suggested d0ta =/
s0 d0ta until ar0und 12.

then here i am n0w bl0gging.
n0thing much.

g0od night ~
byE . -

12:26 AM
a new page, a new chapter

its been awhile since i have bl0gged at 2am.
having late nights sleeps n0wadays.
an0ther 1 m0re m0nth be4 sch0ol is g0nna re0pen.

im n0t really excited ab0ut the results thats c0ming 0ut s0on.
cause its g0nna be what i expect.

tml its an0ther day 0ff.
i have been trying t0 train up my strengh this few days.
h0w?

by carrying the 0val tray in my w0rkplace.
they call wh0ever carries it the "her0".

s0 im a her0 wannabe eh?
wh0 cares.
i want my strength.


tml is an0ther h0me stay day.
the h0use is s0 messy ever cince that m0fo came back.
g0od night pe0ple.

*p.s
i h0pe y0u* will read this.
n0b0dy is thinking that ur s0me kind 0f "b"
ending it s0on was g0od be4 we fell int0 smth m0re w0rse.
at least its the stage 0f friends n0w.
i dun want t0 reach the p0int which we cann0t even be friends.
s0 quit thinking that way.

g0od luck f0r y0ur life
(:

signning 0ff.
bing.

1:58 AM
a new page, a new chapter

i stuffed 0ne s0ng int0 my small mem0ry card.
i 0n repeat.
and it play 0n and 0n.

i l0ve that s0ng.
thats why i have been trying t0 mem0rise the lyrics and such.

thers a staff meeting tml.
its my first time g0ing t0 it.
s0 im interested t0 see whats g0nna be happening.
0nly things i kn0w is that the management is g0nna cele march birthdays and c0ok s0me f0od.
ha-

it starts at 1.
thats means i have t0 leave h0me at 12.
but i g0t t0 meet a buyer f0r my px-100.
i really liked the px-100, but its t0o much f0r my spikey hair -.-

cya pe0ple.
g0od night.

*n0thing happened. s0 theres n0thing wr0ng.*

11:55 PM
a new page, a new chapter

i seri0usly have n0 idea.

really;

n0t the slightest clue 0r hint.

i dun understand h0w i have t0 face this everyday.

but anyway.
its part 0f me.

s0 i have n0 ch0ice.

but t0 decide.






makan, 0r n0t to makan -.-
n0, dun hit me next time when y0u all see me because 0f this *

argh.
i guess i'll g0 buy myself s0me maggie mee -.-
i haven had th0se f0r a freaking l0ng time ~

curry flav0ur (:

in the end i didn't g0 apply;
i wait f0r my buddies.

l0l -

am i even supp0se t0 be driving at this age -.- ?
initial D games and carto0n is making me dream.

bye bye ~

6:42 PM
a new page, a new chapter

zzz.

tml 0ff.
again =/

i n0t earning much if i c0n't like this.
tml is friday.

but i guess i w0uldn't be g0ing anywher,
except t0 the k0van CDC.

t0 apply f0r BTT.

n0thing much happened t0day,
except 0f a few cuts and kn0cks.

and my dad just came back.
-.- tiring f0r him, tiring f0r me.

but my br0 gets t0 sleep =/
g0od life.


anyways ~
g0od nights pe0ple ~

results are c0ming 0ut so0n,
4d anyone ?
ha -

11:54 PM
a new page, a new chapter

t0day;

...
went 0ut with the usual pe0ple.
ha -

walked ar0und t0wn area f0r h0urs,
met s0me m0re pe0ple,
then slacked 0utside at taka -.-

wahah -
but anyway ~
we were s0 b0red.
that we went t0 play p0ol -.-

its my sec0nd time im playing it i guess.
but i w0uld be playing m0re 0f it s0on.

ha-

had dinner at se0ul garden.
*i kn0w it sucks, but nvm la.
ate f0r 2 h0urs be4 i raised the white flag and surrender.
i dunn0 why skinny pe0ple can eat m0re den me.

maybe i drank t0o much "whiskey 0n the r0cks"
which is pure lem0nade and ice -.-

haha.

c0ke became black label.

then met an0ther friend wh0 was tired,
but in the end he stil sat with us and chatted.
l0l-

buddy indeed.
but he end up playing w0rms.

i miss my N-gage.

im tired.
i want t0 sleep.
i g0t w0rk tml =/

friday im g0nna apply f0r the BTT.
by h0ok 0r by cr0ok.
h0pefully i can get the license by end 0f year 2 sem 2.

l0l -

g0od night ~

s0me bamb0o t0ok this ph0to.
s0 might as well p0st it -.-


1:06 AM
a new page, a new chapter

the game is n0w 0ver.
the credits are r0lling.

its a  "GG".

s0 relax ~
and c0nt with life ~

like what y0u taught me.
(:

9:19 AM
a new page, a new chapter

its an0ther day past.

at least n0w my dad has a pers0n t0 talk t0.
s0 i guess i dun wan t0 care ab0ut th0se stuffs anym0re.

rain.
its g0od t0 rain i guess.
since the w0rkplace w0uldn't be s0 busy when it rains.
ha-

5 days.
my dad haven given me bucks f0r 5 days.

its n0t the first time anyway.
s0 i dun wan t0 care to0.
since im getting fed with rubbish fr0m my w0rkplace.

i want t0 learn s0mething m0re interesting.
instead 0f just clearing the plates and taking 0rders.

i wanna learn the functi0n set ups,
the wine list.

blah-
part time dun get t0 d0 th0se stuff anyway.

g0od night everyb0dy.

this h0liday reminds me 0f last sems h0liday.
h0w i wish it c0uld start all 0ver again like last sem.
h0w nice it w0uld be.

11:55 PM
a new page, a new chapter

afterno0n.

time: n0t even 5pm.

status: super b0red.

h0use status: partying.
-

i guess i will be 0ut f0r the night s0mewher,

this m0rning,
w0ke up at 9am again.

headed d0wn t0 chinat0wn t0 meet my mum and his husband.
why?
t0 pay f0r their h0use l0an and th0se stupid fees.

t0tal damage:$140

had breakfast at s0mewher which i dunn0.
my mum br0ught me there.

the want0n was o.0.
but the 0thers are n0rmal.

later im heading 0ut t0 PS 0r s0mething.
i dun wan t0 stay at h0me 0n my 0ff day.
i dun wan t0 stat at h0me and see that MOFO.
wh0 br0ught her MOFO friends back again.

kill her pls.
0r else i will kill myself 1 day.
 
p0st editted.

im just g0nna add 0n t0 what happened ytd night.

as i said,
i went t0 PS.
went t0 a place call PC hub.
and saw ALOT 0f pe0ple playing maple 0r that auditi0n thingy.
was waitting f0r a friend there f0r dinner,
but s0meh0w he spend all 0f cash s0 i didn't want t0 b0ther with him.

went back t0 SK,
went t0 ah ha0 h0use t0 watch "gh0st rider, twins missi0n"
but sec0nds later i received a call t0 g0 and have supper with mr ch0ng.

zzz
i didn't even see finish the m0vie.

went t0 "vary nice"
i t0ld them i dun mind walking d0wn t0 h0ugang and back.
c0s i didn't want t0 eat the f0od at that 24 h0ur c0ffesh0p.
it sucks -.-

but in the end;
still makan there.

walked back h0me myself again,
wh0 tell me s0 0rbi live s0 far.
ha-

i just f0und 0ut that theres a girl in my w0rkplace wh0s married already,
with a cute baby.

and shes 0nly 17 -.-

...

nevermind that.

17 days has passed since the cisc0 paper.
which means i have been w0rking f0r 14 plus days already =/

and next fews weeks still intend t0 chi0ng all the way.
i stil g0rt that bill which i haben settle.
ha-





*i guess its GGed.*

4:38 PM
a new page, a new chapter

g0od news t0day;

i sprain my right hand.
w0ots.

n0w its rendered useless.
and i cann0t even d0 simple things like picking up my ph0ne.
i dr0pped it 0nce;
and its unbendable.

s0 n0ws it the time f0r ppl wh0 hate me t0 kill me.
simply cause i cann0t use my right hand.




*useless piece 0f t0y.*

9:52 AM
a new page, a new chapter

i think im seeing gh0st lately;

why?

t0day it was such a busy day.

and there was a private functi0n;
inside there was 4 staffs, including me.

while theres a buffet 0utside to0.
h0wever;
when the functi0n finished;
4 0f us;
didn't see a single staff 0ut serving the buffet.
all we saw was the supervi0ur;

and we had t0 w0rk until we started t0 c0mplain.

theres a limit t0 what pe0ple can take,
im tired 0f d0ing all the stuffs al0ne;
when y0u kn0w that there shud be ppl ar0und t0 help y0u,

zzz.

im trying t0 kill myself with all the f0od i ate at w0rkplace.
but i guess they failed -.-

s0 i might jus dr0wn myself in c0ke 0r pepsi.

g0od night pe0ple;
happy h0lidays  =/

*a b0x is t0 c0ntain, n0thing else m0re 0r less*

11:48 PM
a new page, a new chapter

this p0st is g0nna get vulgar and ugly.

if y0u dun wish t0 read it. then dun highlight it.



.

WHAT IS THAT *** DAMN MOFO DOING BACK IN MY HOUSE!!?
WHO IN THE BLUE ****ING HELL ALLOWED HER TO COME BACK??
SOME ONE PLS ****ING SEND HER BACK AND GIVE ME MY PEACE!!!

I GOT ANI'T NO TIME TO WASTE ON THIS MOFO.
I DUN WAN TO SEE ANYMORE ****ING PARTIES TO BE HELD.

I JUST WANT MY ****ING PEACEFUL HOLIDAYS!!!

SO PLS.

GO BACK TO WHERE YOU BELONG.

MOFO!


go0d night.
i have en0ugh 0f shits lately.

11:35 PM
a new page, a new chapter

n0thing special will happen later at the w0rkplace.
i guess rahs =/

unless i break an0ther b0wl 0r whatever is breakable.

s0 im g0nna intr0duce my family tree.



.

0nce a up0n a time,
in a 4 r0om flat 0f Seng Kang-

there lived a family 0f 7.

they lived happily f0r a l0ng time;
until 0ne day their 0wner decided t0 clean them up abit.

first heres the grandpa.
hes 0ld ria0s.
grandma died be4 him.
s0 heres grandpa.


then,
the dad;
he w0rks fr0m m0rning t0 night as a security.


then theres a mum 0f c0urse;
she makes sure that the kids are well taken care 0f;


they had 4 s0ns;
but 1 0f them was ad0pted.

heres the ad0pted 1;


the 0ther three has a hist0ry 0f thier 0wn;
this little fell0w 0nce flew away fr0m h0me and landed t0 m'sia;
and was br0ught back by the 0wner's dad;


this plain white chicken ch0p kid was well fed and cl0thed.
but;
he was t0 pampered;
s0 he had t0 take up training;


lastly;
this kid is the medal 0f the family;
why?
he sc0red dist in everything;
a pr0digy they say;
thats why he is 0n a stand.


s0 this is the family that resides in that ro0m;
t0gether happy after.



-
ytd night was g0od i guess.
went with hadi,jian an fr0m m0rning t0 play battlefield;
then i headed f0r SLS while hadi went t0 kick ass -.- [jud0]
f0und my PX - 100.
WOOHOO- s0undstage and bass.

here are s0me pics 0f my new friend.



the brand (:

after i went h0me t0 put d0wn my stuffs and bathe;
then dated hadi again t0 have dinner at the w0rkplace;
[cause we c0uldn't think 0f anything else t0 d0 i guess]
the t0tal c0st 0f the meal is.
$16 -
meaning $8 per pers0n.
stingrays;
fruit plate;
and drinks.



l0l - thats hadi with the new hairstyle.
the hawk -.-

lastly;
the black special 0ps signing 0ff.


thank y0u and have a nice day ahead ((:

12:59 PM
a new page, a new chapter

i guess my dad is tired.
everyday he c0mes h0me,
and c0oks a packet 0f maggie mee f0r dinner.

.

he says;
"life in singap0re is that hard."

i agree.

f0r a w0rd;
we have t0 w0rk 0ur lifes 0ut.
we have t0 pay 0ur hard earn m0ney easily t0 ppl wh0 we d0n't even kn0w.

f0r this w0rd called "Security"

.

im dead beat.
my father is dead beat.

after paying bills and such,
my pay is alm0st g0ne.
n0t t0 menti0n i still need t0 buy bus c0nsessi0n.

.

h0lidays are n0t fun at all.

n0thing is d0ing well.
everyday i see plates plates plates.
...

i need my MUM back.
my dad wants my MUM back.

at times like this.



...







g0od night.

12:19 AM
a new page, a new chapter

t0 a reply 0n the tag b0ard.

i AM sian .
hah-

0k.
n0thing much t0 be said 0r d0ne i guess.
tml is my 0ff day. [finally]
i g0nna play games with hadi in the m0rning till aften0on.
then g0 0ver t0 little india and walk t0 sim lim square.
t0 find my px-100.

lets just h0pe i can find a cheap 1.
ha-
the p0sting results are 0ut.
and tw0 0f my w0rkplace friends are in NYP -.-
but they wish t0 appeal.
LOL

see h0w unp0pular this sch0ol is?

g0od night everyb0dy.

*i see the m0on everyday, and the brightness 0f my life is the same light its emitting.*

11:55 PM
a new page, a new chapter

apples.

c0mparis0n-
0%.
level 0f intelligences-
0%.
freshness-
0%.
friends-
0%.

what m0re can i ask f0r-
0%

g0od m0rnings-
0%.

10:02 AM
a new page, a new chapter

the nights are dark.
quiet.
and l0nely.

i guess t0day is n0t my day.
i hitted my face and left a scar.
i br0ke a big laksa b0wl.
i dr0p a wh0le bunch 0f ch0psicks.

my ankle hurts.
my b0dy i w0unded.

im left dying 0n the battlefield.
with 0nly a shield t0 fend myself.

g0od night pe0ple.
g0od night.

*the nights are just an0ther day, its just that the c0l0ur is different.*

11:59 PM
a new page, a new chapter

y0u must be w0ndering why am i still awake at this h0ur.

..

i went 0ut f0r a maj0ng sessi0n.
see,
the p0int was i wanted t0 have a chat.
but y0u kn0w,
maj0ng plays with 4 ppl.
n0t 5.

s0 i sat at a c0rner.
waiting.
seeing.

d0ing n0thing.

they had a l0t t0 talk ab0ut,
same sch,
same ppl they kn0w,

i didn't kn0w h0w t0 enter their c0nversati0ns,
s0 i decided t0 leave.

they were 0nce my buddies.
after they g0t attached,
same p0ly,

i l0st c0nnecti0n with them.
the lines were g0ne,

t0 them,
im treated like a stranger.

they talked ab0ut sch,
ab0ut their girlfriends,
their w0rkplace.

me?
i just sat at the c0rner like a rubbish bin.

im l0sing c0nnnecti0n with al0t 0f pe0ple lately,
i guess im n0 g0od at human c0nnecti0ns.

0r simply t0 put it,
im a glass,
until pe0ple kn0ck it,
then they kn0w what it is.

i have deepest things that i kept f0r myself,
i have a deepest c0rner where i hide myself.

im just,
n0thing fr0m the start,
and n0thing t0 the end.

g0odbye my friends.
l0oks like im fr0m mars,
and y0u all bel0ng t0 earth.


*Getting attention is the furthest thing from your mind -- fade into the background.*

2:47 AM
a new page, a new chapter

daydreams*

...
..
.

10:40 AM
a new page, a new chapter

this time i must make it be4 12 am . l0l -

ytd night was a nightmare.

n0t mentally,
but physically.

why?

i w0ke up c0untless 0f times,
n0t t0 see a blue m0nster and a single eye ball.

i w0ke up with j0lts 0f pain fr0m my left arm,
and leg cramps.

i cann0t straighten my left arm,
even until n0w.

my leg muscules are tense,
it cramped again when i was w0rking.

zzz
my wh0le b0dy's limit is c0ming.
i can feel it.

im like a leg0;
pieced t0gether with s0me 0ther brands 0f bricks thats n0t stable.

my specs are dying t0o i guess;
i l0st a screw f0r the frame.

lucky 5th 0f march is c0ming.
n0w all i can c0unt 0n is th0se cans 0f pepsi and c0ke t0 pull me thru the sleepless nights.

i have been waking at 11 plus;
leaving me 0nli 1 h0ur be4 i headed 0ut f0r w0rk.
and i c0me h0me at ar0und 1130 plus.

that my life.
yea my "n0 life" life.

w0oh0o .
lets die (:

g0odnight pe0ple ~

11:46 PM
a new page, a new chapter

i feel a j0lt 0f pain d0wn my left arm;
is it breaking ?

0uchs*

11:10 AM
a new page, a new chapter

yay~

i f0und a new bus that can reach my w0rkplace.

163 -.-

wah ka0s.
i w0rk f0r a m0nth.
then they tell me that 163 can reach the w0rkplace.
just needed a change 0f bus.

my life is sl0wly fl0wing 0ut 0f me.

zzz

4th day.
i was serving a beer and a glass t0 this pers0n,
then my hand l0st itself.
and the glass br0ke 0n the fl0or,
in fr0nt 0f the pers0n.

l0l -

why my hand felt numb?
i was cleaning the ch0psticks in the kitchen,
and they were sticky.
s0 i had t0 clean real hard t0 get it 0ff.

and when im finally d0ne~
i walked t0 0ut t0 see and rest,
this guy ask me t0 serve beer.
zzz

anyway ~
its the m0st tiring day 0f all.

i served fish and chips. [ its super super nice ]
and beer and wines,

and i st0cked up dunn0 h0w many cart0ns 0f drinks.
my hands are feeling stiff,
and my arms are f0rming shapes.

n0w i kn0w why hadi l0oks that why.
haha

tml.
saturday-
the busiest day 0f the week,

b0reds ~
w0rk w0rk w0rk.
thats all i ever kn0w.

l0oks like i might n0t take my driving after all.
haha-

g0od night pe0ple ~
and rest well f0r a better t0m0lo ~
(:

*ps. i changed the s0ng. unless y0u wan t0 hear. then press play.
current s0ng is
"0ne way trip"
its a techn0 rahs.
just rand0mly selected;
cause i guess y0u pe0ple will get b0red with the
"n0b0dy kn0ws wh0 i really am" thingy . l0l -

11:50 PM
a new page, a new chapter

12:13 PM
a new page, a new chapter

it past midnight again.

my eyes are cl0sing like.
curtains being pulled by 100 kg 0f bricks.

i have my cl0thes t0 wash.
i haven bathe.

and the weather is s0 c0ld.

an0ther interesting thing happened at the w0rkplace t0day,
a fight between emp0lyees.

why?
just because she didn't say the w0rd : "please"

h0w w0nderful.
anyway,
its the first day 0f w0rk f0r a newc0mer,
and i had t0 teach him ?

why?
im n0t that pr0 yet.
and i dun wan t0 be blamed if he d0es anything wr0ng =/


the rain has been falling f0r 2 days,
and its g0od.
cause the c0nstructi0n w0rk bel0w will n0 start at 8,
s0 i can sleep later.

my next 0ff is ar0und 5 days later.

i w0nder if i w0uld be dead by then.
ha.

finally f0r the finishing c0mb0.

yar its y0u.
yar y0u.
that 0ne with the smiley face.
:)


g0od night everyb0dy~
and have a nice day tml !~

12:34 AM
a new page, a new chapter

the sky is dark,
the h0use is empty,
the life is g0ne.

c0lds =/

11:33 AM
a new page, a new chapter

brrrRr.
c0ld.

very c0ld.

this is the last night 0f the transp0rtati0n h0me,
the c0mpany decided t0 let us die t0 save c0st.

n0w i g0tta chase bus everynight.
=/
l0oks like if i miss my father's bus [159]
i g0tta walk h0me fr0m AMK . O.o

imp0ssible.
i'll just leave early.
=/

i have a bunch 0f funny friends,
why?
my ph0ne kept ringing t0day.
A called t0 ask me t0 meet and slack.
s0 A asked me t0 call B.
B ask me t0 call C.
C call me t0 call A.

w0w.
in the end,
n0 meet -.-


i received news.
bad news.
f0r my buddy.
but i dun intend t0 tell him.
cause it might make him g0 numb a few days.
and just g0 plain.
dumb -.-

p0or black 0ps2.

its the sec0nd day 0f my w0rkert0n.
and my legs are falling me,
my eyes are cl0sing during w0rk.

w0ndr h0w l0ng i can keep up this way.
ha-

its a g0od weather t0 sleep.
s0 sleep well pe0ple~

g0od nights
and have a nice dream
:)

BrrrR .
=/

1:48 AM
a new page, a new chapter