g0od night peeps.
haha.

i g0t nth much t0 say.
th0u i d0wnl0ad games.

i'll g0 d0 s0me ER 0n a deskt0p.
and see if its 0kie mahs.

gameb0y is n0t appealing anym0re.
while during the exams it was s0 tempting.
i want my psp back.
haha.

br0's ps2 died t0o.
when is my ps3 c0ming?







yesh baby.
i l0ve y0u.
(:

11:46 PM
a new page, a new chapter

great day.

exams makes me feel stressless.
haha.
but.
its b0ring cause i dunn0 what t0 d0 each day.
i dun have the feel t0 g0 and t0rture myself with w0rk just yet.
(:

and i l0ve sch0ol.
i get t0 see my baby everyday.
i get t0 see my frds.
and i get t0 t0rtured by h0mew0rk and pr0jects.
the hectic life when time passes s0 fast.

6 weeks 0f h0lidays.
1.2k 0f bucks t0 earn.






baby.
i l0ve y0u.
i had a great day with y0u t0day.
and the dinner was t0o nice and great t0o.
theres m0re t0 c0me.
many many t0 c0me.
(:
unrealistic deadlines?
lets make it real s0meday.
(:

12:51 AM
a new page, a new chapter

w0oho0.
time f0r an update.

exams are over.
holidays are here.

playtime is g0nna be 0ver s0on.
here c0me w0rklife.

11:10 PM
a new page, a new chapter

finally.
weekends are 0ver.

t0rturing and hard weekends as usual.
being l0w paid and high demands.

n0w i really w0nder when my pay is g0nna c0me.
its might n0t mean al0t t0 y0u.
it means al0t t0 me.
i need the bucks m0re then anything else.

my life with0ut bucks it like killing me.
and its a instant K.O.
and exams are r0und the c0rner t0o.

everything is what he says.
but n0thing he said is ever d0ne.
c0nculsi0n.
hes a bullshit guy.

might as well use my pair 0f hands t0 keep me alive and g0ing.
i guess s0methings are all i have left.

i have aches all over my b0dy.
my baby can hear my b0nes cracking everything im with her.
when i squat.
the s0und 0f the nerves,
the j0ints.

lets f0rget all ab0ut this.


time t0 g0 back t0 my b.
p.s
baby.
s0rry f0r leaving y0u al0ne f0r the weekends.
im back t0 y0u tml.
and prata will be delivered.
(:
i l0ve y0u.

11:07 PM
a new page, a new chapter

finally.
after a restart and everything is finally fine.
it t0ok 7 mins t0 reb0ot.
guess its a sl0w 256 ram lappy afterall;

its g0nna be friday again.
time flies.
s0 fast.
and an0ther week,
exams will be here.
its time t0 buck up.

weekends i have t0 w0rk again.
what a w0nderful weekend.
and i cann0t see my b.
...


its late.
1am.
and i still g0t t0ns 0f stuffs t0 be d0ne.
maybe this time r0und.
i can d0 better f0r exams.
c0ffeebean sessi0n was great.
haha.

p.s
seeing y0u smile everyday.
seeing y0u laught everyday.
thats what i want.
thats my b that i kn0w.
(:

1:05 AM
a new page, a new chapter

quick sh0rt 0ne.

next week exams will start.
and i guess all 0f the ppl is trying t0 study while getting things int0 their head.

me t0o.
but i and b used an0ther way t0 get things int0 0ur head.
things like.
drama.
haha.


i never t0t i can mem0rise a chapter in a wh0le b0ok.
haha.
but i did.
maybe is the acc0mpany and the m0tivati0n t0 d0 well.
0r better.

things will end 0n 29th aug 1030am.
its will c0me s0on.
real s0on.

im still l0oking f0rward t0 m0re 0utings.
0h ya.
d0nuts.
l0ng queue.
guess i will stick t0 breadtalks.



p/s
b.
im waiting f0r y0ur smth.
and y0ur eff0rt 0n that smth.
(:
i <3 y0u baby.
sleep!~

12:59 AM
a new page, a new chapter

w0nder why the sh0rt p0st?

cause i said things i want t0 say in the emails i sent.

w0rking in my dad place.
its a t0rture.
th0u im being s sha0ye.
haha.
but.
nvm.
sha0ye then sha0ye.
haha.



baby.
faster bath 0ut.
and msn (:
<3

9:23 PM
a new page, a new chapter

i guess i g0t ar0und 10 - 20 mins t0 finish this p0st.
ha.


l0oks like tml im starting w0rk again.
and i c0uldn't bear t0 leave her al0ne just yet.
but still i t0ld my dad i w0uld be w0rking f0r him this week.

guys's life is all ab0ut bucks i think.
maybe i w0rked t0 buy the things that my dad c0uldn't give.
and t0 save up f0r my future.

she uds why i have t0 w0rk.
she uds that i have t0 w0rk.
and im really glad that she uds.
(:

maybe bucks are impt t0 0ur life.
but i guess.
s0methings are w0rth w0rking hard f0r.
like f0r my future.
f0r her.
and f0r me.

io pr0mised.
6 years.
i w0uld get all my things d0ne.
and i w0uld be 0n my right track 0f life.



0kie.
en0ugh 0f the talking.
shes c0ming 0ut s0on i think.
haha.




p/s.
i pr0mised y0u 6 years.
and i will get it 0n.
my everything.
(:
yesh b.
i'll miss y0u greatly.
like h0w i t0ld y0u.
i l0ve y0u
(:(:(:

9:49 PM
a new page, a new chapter

NDP.

n0, s0rry singap0re.
im n0t that enthu ab0ut y0ur birthday.

im just a pers0n happened t0 be b0rn 0n this land.
s0.
n0 hard feelings eh.
haha.


time t0 say g0odbye t0 my dad's carcar.
the t0y0ta vi0s.
n0t even 1 year old.
and its getting t0 be s0ld.

1.5L.
sp0rts rims.
and full b0dy kits.
t0o bad.
y0ur n0t g0nna bel0ng t0 me.
0r im make y0u int0 bumblebee.
yell0w and black.



p/s.
b.
y0u will get t0 watch it.
dun be jeal0us.
when y0u can head 0ut.
i'll be there t0 bring y0u t0 watch it.
(:

11:29 PM
a new page, a new chapter

sch0ol ended.
exams are c0ming.

g0od luck t0 us.


things changed.
ppl change.

after a haircut.
after a change 0f cl0thes.
ppl char changes.
frm bad t0 w0rse.
acting c0ol.
acting.
and m0re acting.

guess hes n0t a guy after all.
a man dun d0 all what he d0es.



time t0 sleep instead 0f talking ab0ut him.
g0od night ppl.

p.s.
baby.
i l0ve y0u.
(:
using the 0ld traditi0nal way 0f telling y0u.

12:41 AM
a new page, a new chapter

tml is the final day 0f sem2 yr1.
after the c# test tml.
and everything is g0nna be just fine.

except f0r exams that are c0ming s0on.


and this weekend.
i guess im starting w0rk again.
life is hard with0ut freed0m 0f bucks.
and my dad's w0rkplace is a t0rture.
w0oden chips.
b0ards.
dusts.
and sweat.

but my dad w0rked it f0r decades.
i guess i can t0o.


10 h0urs a day.
40 bucks.


..
nvm rahs.
its helping my dad.
s0 i guess lets n0t nag ab0ut the m0ney part.




this sem happend t0ns 0f stuff.
t0o many twists.
and revealing 0f many masks.


but wh0 cares.




i shud get back t0 0op s0on.
CP n0t d0ne.




im a very happy guy.
with a very happy GF.
and a very happy life.
(:

12:04 AM
a new page, a new chapter

if its easy t0 please s0me0ne.
then the w0rld will be at peace.

a wh0le w0rld spins.
and many things lead it t0 spin.

pressure is given when expectations are made.
its hard t0 strike a balance in everything we d0.
what we can d0 is try.

when we balance,
we have t0 let g0 s0me,
take in s0me.

in such a p0int.
its hard t0 balance.
when we manage t0 balance.
thats when things g0 well.

a pers0n al0ne cann0t balance.
many things c0ntributes t0 this thing.

as such.
im here t0 balance it with y0u.
(:
b.
and im here.
i l0ve y0u. (:
and g0od night.

12:32 AM
a new page, a new chapter

its g0nna be a sh0rt p0st again.



if theres 0ne thing in my life i will never l0se.
its y0u.

the 10 sentences i t0ld y0u.
the sh0rtcut y0u t0ld me.

thats h0w much i l0ve y0u.
and thats h0w much y0u l0ve me.

i'll never leave y0u,
like y0u'll ever leave me.

the time i spent with y0u.
the time i have y0u.
thats the time i cherish m0st.

the pages 0f 0ur st0ry never ended.
and it'll never end.

i l0ve y0u b. (:

12:09 AM
a new page, a new chapter

updates.

sch was dumb.
2 h0ur class.
and n0 less0ns after that.



0kie my st0nes chargin at last.
it didn't die 0n me.
s0 i guess st0ne can last l0ng.


tml is a l0ng day again.
and tml is the w0rse 0f all.
WAD, IADP.
thats all.
m0nday testes.
and c#.

and then the exams.
and its the earn bucks times.



n0 matter where i am,
what i d0.
im thinking 0f y0u.
(:
iluvy0u b.

10:42 PM
a new page, a new chapter

t0day.
im super happy t0day.
0r 0therwise kn0wn by "super high"

maybe its the dear acc0mpany i had f0r a wh0le day t0day.
and n0t having t0 w0rrying ab0ut IADP 0r pr0ject while t0gether with her.
and lastly, the things we talked ab0ut.

its the feelings that made me super happy t0day.






ever heard 0f the ch0colate called kinder surprise?
yes its f0r kids.

but the surprise can be anything.
i came back h0me.
and l0oked int0 the fridge.
and f0und a pack 0f thing with my name written 0n it.
its my mum's handwritting.
chinese and english.


when i 0pened it up,
i f0und a merci ch0co.
and then that m0ment.
i feel like i was g0nna burst.
f0r a wh0le m0nth 0r 2,
i didn't see her,
i didn't called her much.
and i didn't really remember her.

and such,
my mum remembers me.
and she kn0ws the things i have been g0ing thru in sch in terms 0r pr0jects.
the part time w0rk i had t0 d0.
and she sends me a pack 0f ch0co.




its great t0 have a mum.
its greater t0 have her at h0me with y0u.
its the greastest when y0u kn0w that y0ur mum still l0ves y0u and rememebers y0u,
even when shes n0t with y0u everytime.





0kie.
get back t0 w0rk and study.
i kn0w that theres pe0ple wh0 care f0r me ar0und.
espically my baby,

and baby, i l0ve y0u.
the things y0u t0ld me.
i'll remember it and filfull it with y0u.
(:


and mum.
i miss y0u back h0me.

11:49 PM
a new page, a new chapter

breakfast
lunch
dinner
supper




i think i had 4 meals t0day.
i think i ate t0o much.
and s0me kid fr0m dunn0 where still ask me t0 eat 15 pieces.


things went well t0day.
guess class is getting sm0oth.
maybe pr0jects jammed up the wh0le thinking in my brain.
s0 n0w the b0ttlenecks are clear.
things w0rk better.


appetite t0o.
.
but i think i ate t0o much.
t0o t0o much.
i even walked the l0nger distance h0me t0 digest.
t0o much 0ily f0od f0r these three days.




charging my baby mp3.
and charging my st0ne.

s0 thing will n0t g0 wr0ng the next time she switches it 0n.






baby. i l0ve y0u t0o.
tml is 0ur day again.
(:

12:11 AM
a new page, a new chapter