y0u must be w0ndering why am i still awake at this h0ur.

..

i went 0ut f0r a maj0ng sessi0n.
see,
the p0int was i wanted t0 have a chat.
but y0u kn0w,
maj0ng plays with 4 ppl.
n0t 5.

s0 i sat at a c0rner.
waiting.
seeing.

d0ing n0thing.

they had a l0t t0 talk ab0ut,
same sch,
same ppl they kn0w,

i didn't kn0w h0w t0 enter their c0nversati0ns,
s0 i decided t0 leave.

they were 0nce my buddies.
after they g0t attached,
same p0ly,

i l0st c0nnecti0n with them.
the lines were g0ne,

t0 them,
im treated like a stranger.

they talked ab0ut sch,
ab0ut their girlfriends,
their w0rkplace.

me?
i just sat at the c0rner like a rubbish bin.

im l0sing c0nnnecti0n with al0t 0f pe0ple lately,
i guess im n0 g0od at human c0nnecti0ns.

0r simply t0 put it,
im a glass,
until pe0ple kn0ck it,
then they kn0w what it is.

i have deepest things that i kept f0r myself,
i have a deepest c0rner where i hide myself.

im just,
n0thing fr0m the start,
and n0thing t0 the end.

g0odbye my friends.
l0oks like im fr0m mars,
and y0u all bel0ng t0 earth.


*Getting attention is the furthest thing from your mind -- fade into the background.*

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