Saturday, April 28, 2007
i ended this chess game
i flipped the wh0le b0ard t0 st0p either side fr0m winning.
i disapp0int.
i hate.
i turned int0 s0me0ne i didn't kn0w.
i used meth0ds that i didn't kn0w i w0uld.
i turned int0 an0ther face i never knew.
i made pe0ple's life miserable.
i made a wr0ng step and c0ntiuned.
i dug my 0wn grave in s0me place i didn't kn0w.
i will disappear fr0m the faces 0f this earth.
s0 i ended it.
i am g0nna take all i can.
i need a sm0ke.
i sh0uld just be quiet and die.
i br0ke 1 and im trying t0 break the 0ther.
but i dunn0 h0w am i g0nna d0 it.
lets find 0ut.
t0day.
12:26 PM
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