i was refered t0o as a bl0ck 0f ice.

maybe i am,
i d0n't like t0 share my pr0blems.
i dunn0 why,

but im like that.
this w0rld is like that,

i face the facts 0f this w0rld as s0on i knew what the w0rld was ab0ut.
the teacher didn't teach us that this w0rld is cruel,
my mum didn't tell me that this w0rld w0uld help y0u in times 0f need.
my dad didn't say that he w0uld be there 0f everything i d0.

my br0ther simply d0esn't cares.


s0metimes facts are there t0 be faced.
reas0ns are meant f0r the living,
y0u c0uld just walk away,
turn a blind eye t0 what is happening ar0und y0u.

i c0uld left them t0 die,
i didn't.

i can turn my face 0ff like i d0n't care.
i didn't.

i can behave like a king, like what my br0ther d0es,
i didn't.

i can be like any 0ther kid, living 0ff my average parent, buying every single thing i want by asking them f0r m0ney.
i didn't.

i c0uld bang my head 0n the wall and kill myself,
i didn't.

i live my life,
i live it myself.









i hate this kind 0f p0st.
makes me feel like im trying t0 attract attenti0n.

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