im settling s0mething maj0r tml.




i remember telling a pers0n in class this 0ne sentence.
"y0u lighted the candle, s0 its 0nly waiting t0 be burnt 0ut"

as i update this bl0g,
im thinking.

thinking ab0ut s0me stuffs that happened.
h0w i met this particular pers0n.
h0w i fell int0 the river with this particular pers0n.
h0w i always stand by this particular pers0n.





if life is a gamble.
im g0nna take a gamble.



i admit;
i did c0untless numbers ever since f0r this particular pers0n.
and i admit;
i start d0ing the numbers ever since this particularr left me al0ne f0r that sh0rt while.





but l0oks like this river is that big.
its s0 big until y0u cann0t miss it.



ever th0ught 0f g0ing t0 sch0ol,
sitting in a c0rner,
then a pers0n c0mes and acc0mpany y0u ?


s0me pe0ple might get what i mean.



i never wanted t0 leave y0u fr0m the start.
0r m0re0ver,
i didn't want t0 try leaving y0u.
even when i tried t0 turn int0 a devil,
trying s0 hard t0 make y0u hate me.
y0u didn't.



thats all i needed.



lets end this tiny little chess.
im g0nna c0ntiune with the 0rignal chess game.
im g0nna try and put back the piece t0 where they were 0nce bef0re.




lets d0 it.
number 20 is 0n its way.
and i pr0mise.
its g0nna be the final c0unt d0wn.

8:36 PM
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