sat and sun.
w0rking days.
after 13 days 0f 0ff days.
i went back t0 w0rk.

and what was the first sentence they said.
"i t0t y0u died?"
"never quit meh?"


...
weekends are always hectic.
i dunn0 why.
ytd was w0rse.
striaght n0 dinner.
t0day.
n0 dinner.

im hungry.
real hungry.
but its t0o c0ld t0 walk 0ut t0 buy f0od fr0m 7-11.

tml is m0nday.
which means sch0ol.
and pr0jects 0nce again.

i dun wan t0 w0rk at that place anym0re.
im n0t a racist.
but the am0unt 0f ppl w0rking there is like s0 unbalanced.
i was suddenly s0 left 0ut.
cause all 0f them were malays.


anyway.
its time f0r j0b hunt.



time f0r the seri0us part.
i read ur* bl0g.
and.

i wanted t0 say smth.

im n0t g0nna leave y0u.
when will yuu gonna be annoyed with me?
im n0t g0nna be ann0yed with y0u.
when will yuu get irritated with me?
im n0t g0nna be irritated by y0u.
when will yuu hate everything about me?
i dun hate y0ur everything.
when will yuu switched off with every single thing i told yuu?
i dun switch 0ff ab0ut everything y0u said.
when will yuu forgot wad i had ever tell yuu?
i w0uldn't f0rget.
when will yuu forgot wad are my preferences?
half cup ice and m0re.
when will yuu found me a brat? a kid or even a bitch?
brat, kid and bitch is what i f0und in y0u.
when will yuu found me not compatible for yuu?
y0ur the 0ne f0r me.
when will yuu found me not the one for yuu?
until the day i die.
when will yuu stop saying how much yuu miss me?
never.
when will yuu stop saying how much yuu love me?
never ever.
when will yuu say i ruin yuu?
never ever ever.
when will yuu say goodbye to me without looking behind?
n0 way.
when will yuu slap me and tell me that yuu hate me?
if i d0 that and i'll die infr0nt 0f y0u.
when will yuu stop loving me?
till a met0r c0mes d0wn t0 earth and hits me.
when will yuu stop hugging me in yr arms?
until i l0st my arms.


final say.
i l0ve y0u.
even after years.
the same things still stays.
cause,
thats what i was prepared t0 d0 f0r y0u.

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